Like the title says...wow...time seriously flew by! I can't believe I've had 3 months of holidays and that just 3 months ago I finished my HSC! I was extremely excited to start uni but now that uni actually starts next week on Monday, I'm a little anxious/nervous because I'm worried that I can't do it and handle all of this! But I guess it just means I'll have to suck it up, deal with it and just try my best....It realyl doesn't help that I practically know NO ONE there at all...and the people I do know aren't in the same course so it's unlikely I'll see them much and I'm not really close to them either so....yeah ><. I guess it just means I need to make some new friends...sadly though the people I met during orientation week I didn't see again because there is jsut wayyyyyyy too many people there to find those few people there again (not too mention that I didn't meet ANYONE who does my course!!!! >=[) ! But o well!
Anyways...enough of this selfpity lol! But yeah one thing I am completely excited about is going to the upcoming events for the clubs I've joined =]. I was gonna join at least 3 or maybe 4 clubs but unfortunately I didn't really see many that I liked to join...so I only joined the Photography club and the Netball club hehe...Hopefully I retained some of the netball skills from my 3-4 years of playing in primary & highschool! But I also might end up joining this group called AIESEC which is some leadership type club where you can even go overseas for 1-6months during your break periods to attend conferences and stufff....and extra bonus, it looks great on your resume! So yep... I wanna join that but the problem is now...I don't know where and how to join it! LOL >< I'll try and figure it out so that I can join because it sounds like an awesome opportunity, loads of fun and great way to make some new friends....which I'm lacking at this uni! =[
Now I'm totally exhausted as this whole week been going to all the orientation day stuff and walked everywhere & anywhere...and I only got home at like 9/10 today and been out since 10 & legged it like crazy to all diff places in the city =.=''''...I also went to watch I Am Number Four...missed like the first 5-ish minutes but the movie was alright...a little cheesy lol. So yeah I'm really tired, I'll go rest now and probs spend my last three days of my break relaxing while I can!
A tout a l'heure mes amies!
Bises,
af~
24 February 2011
17 February 2011
unstable...
Well I've been kinda avoiding blogging these days because gotten lazy and just really not bothered.... So since the last time I posted quite alot has happened.
Firstly...my 18th bday where I got taken to dinner and clubbing....and got shouted everything! =] It was a fun night and quite memorable...hahah although I felt quite sick at the time (that might be a bit...ok ALOT of an understatement!) But yeah in general it was a enjoyable experience lol and I will learn from that! The day after I suprisingly felt completely normal and not hungover at all luckily....because I had to go out for CNY dinner with family that night!
And secondly, the combined 18th birthday for me and 2 of my friends since not everyone was back in aus til mid-Feb...So we pretty much went dinner and hotel after and played some cards...drank and talked. It was nice =P.
Well thirdly...the day after the combo 18th bday it was time for me to go to the park for my two baby cousins' bday party! One is turning three and the other five. The day was kinda rainy and windy but even though, it was pretty fun and the weather didn't matter much. It was nice to have all the family together and just chilling there. Well my little cousins and some of there friends were enjoying themselve alot...haha and it was actually quite funny to watch them play...so easily amused they are!
Lastly, been helping my sis with some work stuff, trying to get my resume completed as I desperately need a job and also trying to practive to get my Ls!
Anyways...enough about the recap of the last few weeks...and on to something else...
Well I realised now that I have this bad habit that I always tend to forgive people too easily and shrug off any problems that occur without trying to fix them...but idk if you'd consider that a good thing or a bad thing...so far it seems the latter...I know I'm not perfect and far from it and yes I do occasionally hold a grudge sometimes when someone does something to really annoy me. Although, I tend to pretty quickly forget the issue and just bury it if it's not a major problem...Though that isn't always good I know...and I see that now because the problems just keep re-surfacing! Now there are these few things recently...small things that someone repeatedly does that annoys me completely...and I don't say anything because I guess it ain't that big a deal but it's just frustrating 'cause it's happened numerous times and they shrug it off like it's nothing...I guess it's also my fault maybe for not saying something but I have tried and idk if they are taking me seriously. So the issue is can I still trust them or rely on them anymore? Because I really don't know if I can as I have tried to trust them but they just don't cut it. It's just annoying not being able to know whether I can trust them and if they will be a dependable person when I need them to be....
So...anyway...sorry for that annoyed and frustrated rant ><''' (and this extremely long post!) but I guess it doesn't matter since I havent blogged for a while...hmmm well moving on!
Uni will be starting soon and is just around the corner, and to be honest...I'M COMPLETELY EXCITED!!! Of course though, I'm a little nervous since uni is nothing like highschool but still it seems interesting as it'll be somtehing new and different...new people and hopefully some new friends. Well yeah...I know...it sounds cheesy =/ . Well as of now I still haven't went to see the uni yet (since the orientation day isnt til the 22 Feb) so I'm looking forward to seeing what it's like!
Okay it's already 2.30 am so I'd better be off to bed!
Bonne nuit mes amies!
x af~
Firstly...my 18th bday where I got taken to dinner and clubbing....and got shouted everything! =] It was a fun night and quite memorable...hahah although I felt quite sick at the time (that might be a bit...ok ALOT of an understatement!) But yeah in general it was a enjoyable experience lol and I will learn from that! The day after I suprisingly felt completely normal and not hungover at all luckily....because I had to go out for CNY dinner with family that night!
And secondly, the combined 18th birthday for me and 2 of my friends since not everyone was back in aus til mid-Feb...So we pretty much went dinner and hotel after and played some cards...drank and talked. It was nice =P.
Well thirdly...the day after the combo 18th bday it was time for me to go to the park for my two baby cousins' bday party! One is turning three and the other five. The day was kinda rainy and windy but even though, it was pretty fun and the weather didn't matter much. It was nice to have all the family together and just chilling there. Well my little cousins and some of there friends were enjoying themselve alot...haha and it was actually quite funny to watch them play...so easily amused they are!
Lastly, been helping my sis with some work stuff, trying to get my resume completed as I desperately need a job and also trying to practive to get my Ls!
Anyways...enough about the recap of the last few weeks...and on to something else...
Well I realised now that I have this bad habit that I always tend to forgive people too easily and shrug off any problems that occur without trying to fix them...but idk if you'd consider that a good thing or a bad thing...so far it seems the latter...I know I'm not perfect and far from it and yes I do occasionally hold a grudge sometimes when someone does something to really annoy me. Although, I tend to pretty quickly forget the issue and just bury it if it's not a major problem...Though that isn't always good I know...and I see that now because the problems just keep re-surfacing! Now there are these few things recently...small things that someone repeatedly does that annoys me completely...and I don't say anything because I guess it ain't that big a deal but it's just frustrating 'cause it's happened numerous times and they shrug it off like it's nothing...I guess it's also my fault maybe for not saying something but I have tried and idk if they are taking me seriously. So the issue is can I still trust them or rely on them anymore? Because I really don't know if I can as I have tried to trust them but they just don't cut it. It's just annoying not being able to know whether I can trust them and if they will be a dependable person when I need them to be....
So...anyway...sorry for that annoyed and frustrated rant ><''' (and this extremely long post!) but I guess it doesn't matter since I havent blogged for a while...hmmm well moving on!
Uni will be starting soon and is just around the corner, and to be honest...I'M COMPLETELY EXCITED!!! Of course though, I'm a little nervous since uni is nothing like highschool but still it seems interesting as it'll be somtehing new and different...new people and hopefully some new friends. Well yeah...I know...it sounds cheesy =/ . Well as of now I still haven't went to see the uni yet (since the orientation day isnt til the 22 Feb) so I'm looking forward to seeing what it's like!
Okay it's already 2.30 am so I'd better be off to bed!
Bonne nuit mes amies!
x af~
01 February 2011
finally back in 2011...
Well yes, I've been procrastinating alot lately...which is why I havent blogged this year until now (even though I got back mid-January)! ANYWAYS nothing much has happened since I got back from overseas ...BUT the next two weeks are gonna be pretty hectic and fun! Well...i'm going out this friday, nothin big, just with some friends/family and my sister on my bday to go clubbing for the first time! It's gonna be AWESOME! The only problem is that I need to find a dress because according to my sis ... none of my dresses are "clubbing" enough lol....so i'm going out this thurs to hunt for a new dress. Also, next friday is gonna be the combined 18th bday party with just our small group of friends =] so I needa decide what I want to wear then to =S....
Well enough about that...uni starts in a month which is very exciting!!! I already enrolled and did all that stuff a week or 2 ago but I still havent gone to campus in person since I enrolled online. Although, some time this month I need to go to the orientation day and on another seperate day to get my ID card. The only sad thing is that our whole group is split up in to all diff unis =[....and not many ppl are going to where I'm going! Oh well though...it just means it'll give me even more reason to make some new friends xD.
Since I havent really made any proper new years resolutions/goals yet I thought I'll write some out now...(and yes I know...I'm a little slow as new years was a month ago now):
1) Get my Ls
2) Get a job!
3) Read more books =] (finish all the books that are un-read on my bookshelf)
4) Study harder and get a good grade in uni! (NO PROCRASTINATING!!!!)
5) Be healthier & more active!
6) Find/Pick a new hobby (apart from reading) =]...maybe learn guitar...continue to learn French?
That's all the goals I can think of right now but the list will grow as I think of more =P.
So...I'm gonna go now because the heat is killing me and I desperately need more ice water!
Au revoir mon amis~
x af
Well enough about that...uni starts in a month which is very exciting!!! I already enrolled and did all that stuff a week or 2 ago but I still havent gone to campus in person since I enrolled online. Although, some time this month I need to go to the orientation day and on another seperate day to get my ID card. The only sad thing is that our whole group is split up in to all diff unis =[....and not many ppl are going to where I'm going! Oh well though...it just means it'll give me even more reason to make some new friends xD.
Since I havent really made any proper new years resolutions/goals yet I thought I'll write some out now...(and yes I know...I'm a little slow as new years was a month ago now):
1) Get my Ls
2) Get a job!
3) Read more books =] (finish all the books that are un-read on my bookshelf)
4) Study harder and get a good grade in uni! (NO PROCRASTINATING!!!!)
5) Be healthier & more active!
6) Find/Pick a new hobby (apart from reading) =]...maybe learn guitar...continue to learn French?
That's all the goals I can think of right now but the list will grow as I think of more =P.
So...I'm gonna go now because the heat is killing me and I desperately need more ice water!
Au revoir mon amis~
x af
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